how is life

after a long time i am writting in this blog
life has been changing so quickly
its may 7 our last exam of our clg life starts from 19 may apart of my poor preparation
boaring life goes on
leave all these bla bla 

lets focus on some diffrent things---
sometimes i think what had i wanted from my life ???
1.   A good job
2   Commitment from my lover
i have all these that can make my life like a successful man

but

but

these are not all i have wanted these are not made for me
 i dont want to be successful
i am not a fucking common man who spends his life in searching of rupees

i want to be something else

but what is that?


:(


i am in search of it will update when i will found that